There’s always a lot of uncertainty in returning to a place that used to be home, a place you’ve invested so much of your heart and life. People have changed; you’ve changed. Will you be overcome with homesickness for the place and people? Will it cause you to question your decision to leave? How strange will it feel? But in spite of all this possible uneasiness, we long to go back. And most often when we do, there is a great reward in reconnecting with those we love but had to leave behind.
This was my experience last month. Even though the timing was complete craziness, I bought a plane ticket to spend a week in Costa Rica, returning to California only 2 days before I had to be in New York for grad school. And every bit of chaos was worth it!
It was so wonderful to spend time with those friends who had truly become family during my 3.5 years in Costa Rica. We didn’t do anything extra ordinary, just engaged in the regular day-to-day which reminded me how different life is in Costa Rica. The morning appointment to check out a piece of property that turned into a whole day excursion. Or us spending 3 hours in line at immigration trying to get my deposit back, only to be told it’s still not ready after 8 months. (Thank you Tracey, for hanging out with me and letting the immigration office be our “coffee shop” for the morning). Or gratefully getting “stuck” at the Mendozo Soto’s house for several hours because it’s pouring and lightening too much to safely leave the house. Each of these experiences and countless others, reminded me of things I love about life in Costa Rica. A part of me will always miss it, but in visiting I was affirmed that my season there is finished, at least for now.
A huge piece of this affirmation came through seeing how well the Tutor Center is doing in the hands and hearts of José and Tara. I was privileged to spend several days working alongside them in the Center. There was a great mix of old and new kids filling the benches, working together on multiplication facts and reading books to each other. It is such an incredible blessing to know the Center will continue to serve the kids of Los Guido long after I am gone. It’s not my work, I was just an instrument to get it started. What a privilege it is has been to be a part of it all!
Felicia, the best host mom ever! We both had cut our hair super short.
I had a great time staying with the Dixons. Unfortunately I did a terrible job of documenting all the fun we had together.
(Sawyer, Oliva, and Lynnea)
Special dinner at one of Cailah and my favorite restaurants, Cafe Mundo
A morning session at the Tutoring Center with José and Tara
I got to lead the craft one afternoon. We made awesome airplanes out of foam plates
Hanging out with the Mendoza Sotos
Catalina and Alicia, these girls helped found the Tutoring Center. Now they are both doing great at the local high school!
Las Viejitas, the breakfast club of girls' group. It was so good to get to hangout with these girls and see that they are all doing well.
The new expanded girls' group. Tracey has done a great job continuing to care for these girls each week. Since Tara has joined the Center, she's been able to start building relationships with them as well. It so exciting to see things continuing to grow.
It worked out perfectly that SI had a Family Night planned for while I was there. We had a blast playing games and being silly together.
The theme of the party was stripes, in case you weren't sure.
And of course, a quick trip to the feria before heading to the airport. Sadly I couldn't take any of the beautiful produce with me, but Jeff and Tracey made a great send off breakfast with some of the bounty from the market.
While I don’t know specifically when I will get back again, I will continue to hold my family, the kids, and life in Costa Rica close to my heart. They will forever be a part of me, and they continue to inspire me, especially here in
New York.